The names Joy Im 15(: I love who I want because.. " labels are for soup cans" Im the kind of person to give you what you ask for.. I dont like to say no to people or see someone sad or unhappy. I love music and everything it has done for me. I have a complete love and passion for soccer. This is my place to vent and for once be me completely.
Damn I miss herπ
I just can’t seem to let go of her.. Doesn’t matter how hard I try nothing works.. All in all my heart still wants her but my minds saying no because it knows that she’ll never take me back.. Let alone talk to meπͺ maybe this is what I need for her to let go and it’ll make it somewhat easier… No that’s not honestly what I want I just want her thinking about her not talking to her seriously kills me ughhhh.!
I guess now in days when you love someone it doesn’t mean anythingπ After a day like yesterday becoming a state champion I’m suppose to be soooooooo happy and yes I am but not as happy as I probably should be because I miss her soooooo much. π’π’π’π’ I love her a lot but it’s definitely over now and I know have to accept that instead of being the annoying ex-girlfriend trying to get her back. Ugh, I just don’t know how to get over someone that amazing. Who helped through so much in my life and I just took her for granted and took talking to her for granted. If I had one more chance I would give her my absolute everything and more because she truly deserves that. I’ll never stop loving her and she will always have a huge spot in my heartπ
